OPTiMiSM

so...
today's been kind of like emotional waves. feelings of happiness and sadness. joy and pain. optimism and doubt. feeling unlovable and lovable. however, God is good; and because of that, i am grateful. grateful for all the doors that He's opened, opening, and even closed for me. i've often wondered why there were certain things in my life that i have yet to obtain; but the more life goes on, He continues to show me. He shows me that if i just follow Him, in His time all things will be revealed to me, through Him! -smile- . so until then, i'll just press on. i'll continue to "smile, when i don't feel like smiling. sit back and ride, when i feel like driving." sigh. i am very excited, though, about some up-and-coming musical ventures that have been placed in front of me. i can really feel God moving this train faster and faster; before i know it, i'll be like "wait! slow down! when did this all happen?!?!" HA! the feeling of FINALLY! :-) after all, "it's not empty space in front of me, it's my growing room" - yeah, that's what my Dad says. Love him! n e way, so i'm getting ready to sing, sing sing... exciting. i've been waiting for this my whole life and i can finally feel my prayers and works manifesting into a reality that i've always dreamed about. yeah, that's it. it's gonna be beautiful. :-)

kort.

p.s. i love the feeling of maturation!